The Simple Life Of An Amish

Rising early in the morning to get a head start on the work ahead. Tending to the cows and feeding the animals. Watching the sun rise and hearing the rooster calling. Accompanying the family at breakfast, discussing the day’s tasks, formulating a plan. Bowing ones head, praying for a bountiful harvest. Tending to the fields, sowing the endless rows.

Cultivating the fruits of your labor. Thanking God for your prosperity. Watching a formidable task dwindle like the daylight, enjoying the sunset as you admire your work, hoping for a successful harvest. Providing for your family. Seeing endless smiles, knowing your work is done.. that's what an Amish do.. everyday.. huh.. that's tough for me.

Owhhh coffee~~

My coffee, reflects my romance. A Dark and bitter taste in my mouth. As my supposed twisted soul, black as my unfeeling and dead heart,(well that’s what they told me…) Black as my inadequate feelings. Why then, is it me that finds, no sugar will ever sweeten that long and bitter aftertaste. Leaving its lingering palate, from each fresh betrayal.

When, what I really sought out was so hot, so rich and intense, not the dizzying cream swirls, that twist and blur in the mug. Like boiling storm clouds. In depths of a confusion. An effort to lighten moods, frustration, it just stirs faster.

I didn’t want the dark hurting, akin to the painful scald, a sudden and nasty shock, from a too hot a drink, spilled and upended in a lap. My coffee cup it seems, reflects my soul now.. and all of my heart now.. Mustn’t forget those feelings. Now hollow, just empty.

never.. never..

never ever fall again. i build a double layer concrete wall. see who can break thru...

When future paintings and maps are lost, i would still have seen a tiny part of you.

Goodbye.. thank you... i love you... goodbye, keep smiling... don't cry... Words that i want to convey are flowing endlessly. No matter how many times, i fall in love with you.

Your dreams will come true. As it could be said with all your dedications and with your heart. When i'm no longer here, i have not disappeared, you will still find the threads of love of our hearts.

Goodbye... see you next time... i'm sorry... i love you... goodbye. Painful Love, endlessly loving, no matter how many times, i fall in love with you. The eyes of love and the pain of affection. Long ago you gave to me an unforgettable radiance.

When You Love Someone Too Much

To love someone is to have such strong feelings, so deeply felt that your life would not be complete or the same without them. You would do anything in the world to be with them and you will do absolutely everything for them because it feels good and right. This reminds me of a song by Canadian artist Brian Adams Everything I do I do it for you. He sings of a strong love in this song. A love that everything he does makes him feels so good and it feels so good because he is doing everything for her, the one he loves. The same feeling is described in the poem The Faultless Painter. In this poem there is a man named Andrea who will do anything for this girl whom he loves very much, but this feeling is not mutual. He makes promises, paints pictures and gives her the money to give to her lover because of gambling debts. This is what he means when he says: "I'll work then for your friends friend, never fear".

If love so important to have that one doesn't want to lose it, why is it when we find true love we often don't notice it? where is the true love? please show me once..