Thursday, March 19, 2020

Something

Something turns to nothing
and nothing makes you cry
there was something in that something
it's gone and you wonder why

Life can't be lived on one thing
for that one thing could be that something
so wipe those tears of nothing
for tomorrow there will be something

Monday, November 29, 2010

The Simple Life Of An Amish



Rising early in the morning to get a head start on the work ahead. Tending to the cows and feeding the animals. Watching the sun rise and hearing the rooster calling. Accompanying the family at breakfast, discussing the day’s tasks, formulating a plan. Bowing ones head, praying for a bountiful harvest. Tending to the fields, sowing the endless rows.

Cultivating the fruits of your labor. Thanking God for your prosperity. Watching a formidable task dwindle like the daylight, enjoying the sunset as you admire your work, hoping for a successful harvest. Providing for your family. Seeing endless smiles, knowing your work is done.. that's what an Amish do.. everyday.. huh.. that's tough for me.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Owhhh coffee~~


My coffee, reflects my romance. A Dark and bitter taste in my mouth. As my supposed twisted soul, black as my unfeeling and dead heart,(well that’s what they told me…) Black as my inadequate feelings. Why then, is it me that finds, no sugar will ever sweeten that long and bitter aftertaste. Leaving its lingering palate, from each fresh betrayal.

When, what I really sought out was so hot, so rich and intense, not the dizzying cream swirls, that twist and blur in the mug. Like boiling storm clouds. In depths of a confusion. An effort to lighten moods, frustration, it just stirs faster.

I didn’t want the dark hurting, akin to the painful scald, a sudden and nasty shock, from a too hot a drink, spilled and upended in a lap. My coffee cup it seems, reflects my soul now.. and all of my heart now.. Mustn’t forget those feelings. Now hollow, just empty.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

never.. never..

never ever fall again. i build a double layer concrete wall. see who can break thru...

Thursday, November 18, 2010



When future paintings and maps are lost, i would still have seen a tiny part of you.

Goodbye.. thank you... i love you... goodbye, keep smiling... don't cry... Words that i want to convey are flowing endlessly. No matter how many times, i fall in love with you.

Your dreams will come true. As it could be said with all your dedications and with your heart. When i'm no longer here, i have not disappeared, you will still find the threads of love of our hearts.

Goodbye... see you next time... i'm sorry... i love you... goodbye. Painful Love, endlessly loving, no matter how many times, i fall in love with you. The eyes of love and the pain of affection. Long ago you gave to me an unforgettable radiance.

Friday, November 12, 2010

When You Love Someone Too Much

To love someone is to have such strong feelings, so deeply felt that your life would not be complete or the same without them. You would do anything in the world to be with them and you will do absolutely everything for them because it feels good and right. This reminds me of a song by Canadian artist Brian Adams Everything I do I do it for you. He sings of a strong love in this song. A love that everything he does makes him feels so good and it feels so good because he is doing everything for her, the one he loves. The same feeling is described in the poem The Faultless Painter. In this poem there is a man named Andrea who will do anything for this girl whom he loves very much, but this feeling is not mutual. He makes promises, paints pictures and gives her the money to give to her lover because of gambling debts. This is what he means when he says: "I'll work then for your friends friend, never fear".

If love so important to have that one doesn't want to lose it, why is it when we find true love we often don't notice it? where is the true love? please show me once..

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i've learned

I've learned... that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned... that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned... that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned... that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned... that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned... that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned... that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned... that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. I've learned... that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned... that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned... that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned... that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned... that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned... that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned... that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned... that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help. I've learned... that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned... that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned... that family and friends are what make us who we are today, and without them we would never be complete. I've learned...